A Great Day

Today was a good day for me. Not sure what all made it different...well, maybe some ideas. First, I spent a little time with my grand children this morning before work. It was nice. We read a few books and talked...I pretty much did the listening part. It was relaxing, I like my day to start out with them because I know they love me and like being with me as much as I do them. Unless, of course their uncles are around, then they tend to ignore me! Its o.k. though. In the past 2 days, I have had a few nice compliments. Very interesting to me because life, in my world, has not been so rosy. For some reason, I have made it good for others...or so I have been told. I am glad that I can make people laugh and take their mind off things, even if only for a minute. It helps me also, even when I don't think it will. I know I have a lot to work on, I guess that is just life. But if I can make someones day a little bit brighter, that is good enough for me. Kind of sad though, did not talk to Matt today. Its his birthday...I'm o.k. with it- did not talk to Brent either...Been 3 days for him..I am not calling. Funny how I talk about both of them now. Pretty much in the same category. I really like Brent, its kind of sad to think I won't see him. At the same time, he will not change. I can't imagine him being different from the way I know him. Its nice to have someone around but I'm tired of him making all the decisions. That leads to something I just thought of that Rick had said to me. He said we probably wouldn't get along, because he can tell that I can be stubborn(??!) and want my way and he is the same way.... hhmm..maybe he is right. Don't even want to touch the Rick thing right now. I'm very thankful for the day I had. It was great!